I guess I'm still somewhat hung up on the fact that I don't feel as though I was treated the way I should've been in my last relationship... I know I should definitely get over it, because the past is the past, right? Well, it just has me thinking about the guy that actually will deserve me....
If I loved my ex as much as I did, I can't imagine how much I'll love the guy that actually puts forth effort in our relationship...
I honestly just miss the feeling of being in love. I find myself sometimes longing for a relationship just so I can experience the phases again... The initial attraction, the building a genuine friendship, the nurturing, the puppy love, the infatuation, and then.... Falling in love.
It was one of the best feelings I've ever felt! I don't regret falling in love with my ex; it costed a lot of heartbreak--true! But in the end, experiencing the love and emotions involved was so glorious and magnificent......
I just can't wait for the real love of my life. The one who's gonna love me and express it and show it in ways that we both can understand! He'll be everything I need in a man. He'll be my friend, confidant, boyfriend, fiancé, husband..... Soul mate...
"Who doesn't long for someone to hold, who knows how to love you without being told? Somebody tell me why I'm on my own if there's a soulmate for everyone...."
-Natasha Bedingfield
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