BLESSING!! ... Finally!

Well, firstly, me being able to type this message telling you about my blessing is a blessing in itself. Also, I finally feel at peace with Robert and his chick friend. :) Thank God! And lemme tell you how it happened. So, I was on facebook and saw that some people had confirmed that they were going to the album release party and I was upset because I didn't get an invite (through facebook, of course). Also, they started passing out their album at school (Christian album, which is the only reason why I wanted it and plus I heard it was good) and I didn't receive one. But I guess you had to ask in order to receive. So, I looked on my facebook a few days later and I received an invite to the party :) Not sure if my mom will let me go, but at least I was invited right?

Then I saw Robert the next morning and he had the stack of CDs with him and I was like "May I have one?"

And he was like "You didn't get one?" and handed me one :)

I LOVE the CD! It's awesome!... Truly! And today I told his chicky that I loved this one song on there that she sings.. I really don't know why I was ever afraid to talk to them.. It's like I thought they were these super humans who were gonna judge my every move... But I guess in a way, I was the one who was judging people all along. Which is probably why I thought everyone else was judging me. I am still working on that. I am trying really hard not to judge..

Then again I have a lot of other problems. The pornography problems haven't gone away...

And also.. I feel like maybe some people don't like the fact that I have a lot of energy.. It kind of bothers me.. I don't know. I just want to be accepted I guess.. But they didn't accept Jesus either so... :) Idk

Continue with the prayer, please!! God bless!