Friday, November 18, 2011

We're Cool

Let's just say that for now, we're cool. We're alright as friends.. We've gone back to being secret admirers and never anything more.. And while I was OK with this before, I'm not sure how I feel about it now. Because now I know for sure that you're into me and you know for sure that I'm into you. I just don't see a point in us wasting these feelings that we have for each other when these feelings don't happen very often. There aren't very many guys like you and there aren't very many girls like me, I would assume. So why should we let this like that we have for each other be wasted? Because you're going off to college in two years? Because you don't want to deal with a break up? Because you don't know if you can handle a long distance relationship?
Well, I think those are sucky reasons. All of them. I want you... And you want me.. So why not go for it??

Friday, November 4, 2011

My, You've Changed!

And at first it was for the better. But now things have definitely taken a turn for the worst. A turn down memory lane. Why must we go this route again? It only brings about  humiliation and shame and slander to those who can say that they've vouched for your name... Now... I just feel ashamed that I let my heart get away again. And I trusted in something with clearly no fame for ever being honest or real, but vain. It's sad, so true how I found you to be one of the only ones left of the few. But now it's coo cause I see you for who is you and what you do.
My, my, my, you've changed,  dear friend. I just hope and pray that you'll get back on track again.