Utter Disbelief

It surprises me more and more each day that I still love you.. Don't take it personally, of course. It's just that the old me wouldn't have made it this far.. You and I have been together for almost a year and a half. But if I were the same person I used to be, we wouldn't have even made it past three months.

But your love for me is something different. It's not like the love that I've had before.

This love is unconditional.

Sure we argue and disagree, but still you love me.

And that's what pushes me to keep loving you.

You're amazing and I can't believe it.

I lucked out and found the love of my life at the age of 15. Now we've known each other for two years and have loved each other for a year and a half.

This love could never fade away... I love you with all my heart

And I just can't believe it.

So, senior year was supposed to be easy. I was supposed to just glide right through everything and pass everything with flying colors and just feel awesome.
Well right now, that's not exactly happening. It's more like this: volleyball sucks, chemistry sucks, math sucks, English sucks, TOK sucks, and my sad, lonely, unsatisfied love life sucks. But I'm not really sure how to fix any of these problems.
I feel like quitting is just not an option for any of these problems. I can't quit chemistry because it's my higher level and I need it to be a diploma candidate. I can't quit English because I'm already in the class that I'm in, even though I don't feel like it's helping me at all. I can't quit TOK, because I need a good grade in there. I can't quit on my love life because well, I love my boyfriend.
So what the heck am I supposed to do? I have no time to mend these broken areas of my life. I just have to keep pushing forward and pray that I can somehow keep up with the others around me.
I just feel so.... Down, I guess. I could seriously use some prayer or something. Really any type of encouragement would be good right now.