My Crazy Big Sis

"Note this:

I'm sorry for calling you gay.

-Sincerely Ashli Johnson"

LMBO!

You're My New Addiction

Listening to "Addiction" by Jaelife.

Great song!

You can get it on the album "Eight Tracks 2 Ipods" at http://www.sacredapparelmixtapes.com/

... And many other Christian artists :)

Dancin & Singin & All That Jazz

OHHHHHH how I love to dance to a song with a fantastic beat

and excellent bass!

REALLY loud in my headphones

or just blast it in the car...

Straight up jammin!

Can ya dig it? :)

No More

"I know I wanna sin, but I've been born again"

Listening to "No More" by 116 Clique.

EXCELLENT freakin song, guys!

I would advise you to check it out especially if you're saved and struggling with the same old sin that you know you don't need.

"My love for God is greater than the lust that I offered you!"

Grrrrreat song!

I'm Goin In!

I'm trying to understand why I continue to fall.

I know that I don't have to.. Sin is no longer my master. I'm not a slave to sin according to Romans 6:14.

But have I really been set free?

Because if I were set free, then I wouldn't keep going back to this.

And it wouldn't still be a major issue in my life.

Prayers, please?

The Wedding Bed

Gosh, I never realized what an amazing gift God has given us... Sex!

It's truly amazing how a man and woman can be joined together to produce no only excitement but children as well.

I'm reading this book called "Every Young Woman's Battle" and it has really shed some light on the true meaning of sex.

A lot of people think they should be sexually experienced coming into a marriage so that you know what you're doing.

But as Shannon Ethridge explains, if you have sex before marriage, you'll compare your husband to all the other men you've had before him. God created sex for marriage so that when you do have sex, it will be with someone you are equally yoked with and you won't have to worry about comparing that person to another.

I can't wait to finish reading this book!

It makes me feel a lot better about keeping my virginity till marriage :)

I hope you all can stay encouraged to do the same!

It's no secret...

It's no secret; you admire me.

And yes, you even admitted it.

So how bout we grow up and act like it..

We're not in elementary school anymore, hun.. Not even middle school

This is HIGH school. Which means we're on a higher level of thinking and learning.

And we should be behaving on a higher level as well..

Why should I have to tell you this when you're almost a grown man?

Grow up.

Grow some balls.

And quit thinkin you're too cool for somebody.

We're just about on the same level here; might as well act like it.

Cause I most definitely have plenty other options. ;)

[... In a non-conceited way]

:)

.. James

Typing Out Every Little Thought That Pops Into My Head

... I feel bad for what I just did.
Lecrae says that the devil uses guilt. He shows us what we did and tells us we're a joke.. Well if I'm not supposed to feel guilty, then how am I gonna give God a sincere apology??
I'm tired of going through this to be quite honest with you. I don't understand why God put me in this situation or any of the ones that led to this. I just don't get how he can possibly think that I can handle this when I continue to mess up..
But maybe he knows I can't handle it... ALONE! .. Maybe God is putting me through this so that I can depend on him and become spiritually stronger..
I just wanna know what other 15 year old has to go through this.. And has had to go through it for a good 5 years...

CAN I JUST BE DONE, GOD????!?!?!?!?