So... Ahmad and I broke up... I can't say that I've ever cried after ANY breakup before EVER.... Until now..
I guess I just need to let it go for now.. It's so hard, though. I just knew we'd be together for a long time, if not forever.. But I guess that was just one of my teenage fantasies.. Maybe one day in the future we'll be something again...
That's something that I would like to pray for but, since we just broke up last night, I think I should just pray for healing right now..
We were great friends before we got together though.. He's hilarious.. But I can't say that I don't have any hard feelings toward him. I have a TON of hard feelings just because that's my personality..
After a relationship, usually my first emotion is anger.. But not always.. I think just because it's him and I put a lot into that relationship...
So what did we learn?
Save your heart for someone who deserves it. I'm not giving my heart out to anyone else unless they decide to give me theirs, too! Then maybe I won't hurt so much after my next breakup..
Haha.. "Teenage Love Affair" by Alicia Keys comes to mind... Because I think this is the deepest I've ever been with anyone..
And after typing all this, I don't think I have as many hard feelings as before... :)
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