I Feel Like...

I feel like there's no other way to express my true feelings.

I feel like thinking about you all the time but, that always brings about tears.

I feel like the constant thinking and questioning and wondering simply cannot bring about healing!

I feel like telling you how much you hurt me but, it's one of my biggest fears.

I feel like screaming everyday since the day we broke up.

I feel like confessing my sins to the world but, that's so hard to do.

I feel like all hope is gone and I should just give up.

I feel like thinking about how it was when I was with you..

But no. You hurt me; I never told you, but you did.

And wait. You're such a jerk but only because you're still a kid.

So..... On days when I feel like crying and I feel that inside I'm dying

What do I do?