Friday, January 22, 2010

Umm.. OK Best Friend??

Man, when do the problems in my life cease? Haha. Well this blog post isn't about boys or the "best friend" I lost or about my addiction to pornography (which, by the way, hasn't been getting the best of me lately:). But it's about a friend of mine, Veronica. She and I went to middle school together. And while we are both still in middle school (8th grade), we no longer attend the same schools. She stayed back at the middle school and I now attend Sumner, a school that starts at 8th and ends at 12th. So when I left the middle school, I just knew we were gonna be hanging out everyday during the summer and every weekend during the school year. But, God decided to laugh at my plans and create some of his own. We ended up hanging out about a total of two times during the summer. :-/ And we have yet to hang out during the school year. At first, I gave the whole situation the benefit of the doubt. Ya know, each of us are very busy, even though sometimes she doesn't reply to texts.. Ya know, she's busy... But then I started seeing pictures of her with her other friend, Jenny, on a social website that we're all apart of. I mean, if she had time to hang with Jenny..... Why couldn't I be apart of that.. I mean I really don't mind, but in a way I feel left out.. Like did Veronica even think to invite me to hang out with them? I don't really want to tell her about my feelings because I just don't wanna stir up any conflict. I do want to hang ya know? But I think I'll be fine without the drama. I don't know.. But it's whatever, I mean prayers....
Ha....
They'd be super nice..
(By the way...... One day.... I WILL post a blog about something other than the problems in my life.. (: I mean there are definitely many blessings in my life that I totally acknowledge.. Just haven't blogged much about them yet.. I'll update ya tho, when the next one comes.. Like waking up tomorrow morning.. IF I do.. :)

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